" Rain isn’t always sweet. Sometimes, it resembles pain, falling.. unstoppably.. "
Not sure if we’ve already met, not sure if we will but all i’ll do is wait for God and fate to bring us together then i’ll never let go :) (via Luis M.)☺
If you're around too many people, you may be more tense than joyous.
" Rain isn’t always sweet. Sometimes, it resembles pain, falling.. unstoppably.. "
" If you crash into something good, you should hold on until its time to let go☺ "
Credits to the owner.
" Set aside time early in the day to listen to your heart☺ "
Not sure if we’ve already met, not sure if we will but all i’ll do is wait for God and fate to bring us together then i’ll never let go :) (via Luis M.)☺
We agreed to have lunch together in Eastwood on Oct18 at 1pm. Knowing Emay labs, late palagi! Tapos eksena pa ako kaya 4pm na kami nagkita! :))
We planned to eat together kasi di pa kami nakapaglunch pero time consuming. Kelangan ko din bumalik sa office kagad. She accompanied me to Globe, got my new globe number. All thanks to her for being my yaya! Sa sobrang disorganized ko she helped me with everything. Then we stayed at Starbucks. Kulitan to the max :)
Sweet kasi sabi nya on-leave daw talaga siya that day! Di nya sinabi sakin kasi ayaw nya akong ma-touch? ;))



First drinking session with some of my new mates on Oct22. Brown paper bag(BB) in Eastwood is the best place to be for new friendship! Ciempre may mga awkward moments pa din but I’m trying my best to observe what they want, adjust and sana matanggap na nila ako kahit papaano.
Todo habol ako kasi late na akong dumating, patapos na sila uminom. Nasasanay na ata akong gawing tubig ang Red Horse:)) Hanggang mapatingin ako sa graffiti wall na sobrang astig sa BB. This certain wall post caught my 100% attention! Napaisip tuloy ako, lahat kaya ng tagay dito para sa mga sawi? Hahhaha!

Then the highlight of my night was when Rico asked me:
Anong meron sayo? Ang bata mo pa pero Team Lead(TL) ka na. Ka-age lang kita pero ako, eto. Napapaisip talaga kami kung anong kakaiba sayo.
I was not shocked nor angry when I heard him ask that. Maganda yung delivery, walang angas. Simpleng tanong na gusto ng sagot. Sa madaling salita, hindi sarcastic. I was not shocked because ramdam ko lahat ng tao sa team, ganyan ang tanong sakin. I can see it through the way they look at me. Isang bonggang buntong-hininga sabay sagot na:
Hindi ako magaling. Kung alam nyo lang, hirap na din ako.
Hahaha. Labo! To answer his question, I told them my story. What happened to me and where I started. Normal na intern lang ako nun, excited to learn more kaya todo sunod sa boss. I made sure that I give beyond my best everyday. Kaya nung kelangan ng Deskside TL sa IBMPH, I was told that I was the first in line. As a TL at that time, I did everything to prove them that choosing me is the right choice. I’m very serious about doing things a job well done. Mahirap pero kayang kaya. Ayun, kaya they gave me this break. A very big break na lahat ata ng challenges nasa akin na. Goodluck talaga sakin! Ibang iba na ngayon. Mahirap na mahirap, kinakaya at sana kayanin ko talaga. At ciempre isang malaking factor, I’m not where I’am right now if not with my mentor and now my co-TL, Corie. A good follower is not necessarily a leader unless his leader is good.
At the end of the story, I think na-inspire naman sila sakin. I’m sure di sila nayabangan. Wala naman kasi akong maipagmamayabang. Hirap na hirap nga ako ngayon diba. Naniniwala lang talaga akong pana-panahon lang yan. I was given a chance and I took it. Marami pa akong kakaining bigas.☺
My cups of tea ♥♥♥
SB Vanilla Frappe, Fruitas Buko Shake and 7/11 French Vanilla make me shut up :)) ☺
Every day is not a bad day. Thanks to the whole team for another satisfied customer on Oct21! Nice one!☺
Happy birthday to the ever dependable Dan the man!!! Thank you for being so trustworthy and the absolute Mr Brightside! :) Stay happy and nice! Ily♥
Dinner date with Dan and Joan on Oct 19 at Yellowcab, Eastwood. Sarap!☺

Torn between doing my best and breaking down </3
Parang 150% na binibigay ko pero di pa din sapat. Araw araw, gabi gabi..
Napakadaming dapat gawin, dapat alamin, dapat pag-aralan, dapat sundin, dapat pakinggan :((
Okay lang naman sana kung dahan dahan pero bakit ba kelangan magmadali sa lahat ng bagay? May lakad ba tayo?
Pagod, puyat, takot, kaba, lungkot at saya. Sama sama na lahat!!! Kahit sa pagtulog ko, feeling ko nagiisip pa din ako e :)) Eto na ata pinakamahirap na ginawa ko after college! Sobra sobraaa
Alas kwarto na naman, nakuha ko pang magblog! Kamusta naman lahat ng deliverables ko ngayong araw?! Parang bawal nang umuwi at matulog.. Bawal kahit anong disruption.
PS: Di ako nagrereklamo. Nahihirapan lang talaga ako. Pero knowing myself, kakayanin ko to. DAPAT :)